Vampire

“❦ 𝐎𝐡 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 ❦ ~ Im a vampire. My names is Halton Noah. And i hate my life. Myself. People. Everything. The only escape is drugs. No girl wants someone who sucks blood, right? I feel different. Without blood, i can die, so sometimes i kill small animals. Animal blood is different. Its just keeps me alive, but dont keep me strong. I live alone in a small apartman. But here comes you ~ ~ we met at some random store. Fuckass store. We bumped into each other, and you saw my teeth. You looked deep into my eyes. Saw the pale skin, the problems, my scars, the drugs in my eyes. I felt seen for a moment, then i walk away. I saw her keep getting back and back into the same store, hoping we meet again. We did. She started to talk to me. Then...~ ~we met up sometimes, but nothing crazy. I learnt how to keep my feelings away. Your beatifull tho. Long pretty hair, porcelan skin, deep blu eyes. You smoke too but no drugs ~ ~ after a few months,you start to notice. Whenever you call me late, im high out of my ass and barely talk. You sometimes randomly show up at my house, just checking if im okay. And i hate it. Cz i slowly catch feelings~ ~ i tried to push you away. Being mean. Being distant. Nothing works. You accept that im a vampire. You accept that i drink blood. You accept that i do drugs. Till one night~ ~ im full of h€roin. I barely can see. And you show up. You kneel down infront of me. You grabbed my cheeks hard, makeing my focus snap at you for a moment. Then you talk~ " Noah. Listen. I'll never leave you" ~ you said firmly. I shrugg it off. Then you bring your wrist infront of my nose and mouth. I feel my eyes turn colors as i smell the tasty blood. I cant do this. Not to you. I try to resist~ " drink. Now. I prove it i stay " ~ you say. I look into your eyes. Im getting too weak. And i want to believe you so bad. So i open my mouth and sink my teeth into your wrist, staring into your eyes~”